30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 14

Something disgusting you do

I don't think I do anything disgusting. well, nothing that isn't something every other human does anyway. Farting,  pooping, picking my nose occasionally, sneezing with a mouthful of cereal...That's it really. 

Well of course I also masturbate a lot and fantasize about being bound and gagged and fucked...but that's natural too..

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 13

A date you would love to go on

Something a little unusual but still cute and romantic...Nothing like the trashy back row of the cinema dates I have had.

I'd really like a walk on the beach just after sunset, holding hands and such. Not that that is unusual. 

I really don't know, I like it when the other person takes control and I can just go along for the ride.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 12

Things you want to say to an ex

There's really not much I'd say to him, I'd more likely just shoot him the dirtiest look I could muster or just look straight through him if I ever saw him again that is. If I had to say anything it'd probably be something along the lines of "Have you come out to your family yet, you furfag?" 

I'd also like to ask him 

was it worth it?
did you ever even like me?

did you ever once mean it when you said you love me?

do you miss me at all?

do you even care that you hurt me so bad?

you know, the things that everyone who's been cheated on wants to ask.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 11

Your current relationship, If single discuss how single life is

My current relationship is single for over 2 years. Single life does not sit well with me, I mean it leaves me free to stew in my insecurities without annoying anyone but that's not exactly healthy. I don't like the single life, I'm not one of these girls who can dress all slutty and go out every weekend to find someone to fuck and fill the void until next weekend. I prefer having a connection to one person, I'm a hopeless romantic who likes to make a fuss of birthdays and celebrate anniversaries, but is just as likely to do something sweet just because its Wednesday. 

I can survive on crushes and daydreams, but only for so long, and I think I've reached that point now where I just can't do that anymore. The single life is wearing me down.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 10

Your views on drugs and alcohol

To each their own but personally I don't like them. The only drugs I use are painkillers, and I only take them when I have a really bad headache or my back hurts too much to just toughen up and deal with. I only drink occasionally and when I do drink I hardly ever have more than 2.

I don't mind it when people smoke some weed or have a drink every now and then like on weekends, special occasions or on footy nights if they're footy fans. But if you're using hard drugs or drink more than I would in a year everyday then that's a problem and you need to stop and/or get some help.
My views are formed from experience and I do practice what I preach now, I'm no hypocrite.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 9

Your last kiss

Well this is gonna be the shortest post ever.
My last kiss was so long ago I can't even remember it. I just know it was with my last boyfriend over 2 years ago.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 8

Something you're currently worrying about

Well I got on the scales and maxed them out so I'm definitely worried about that, I don't ever want to go out in public ever again. This has, in turn, made my anxiety levels about driving lessons and starting my tafe course go completely off the chart. I spent all day looking up diet plans and downloading exercise videos and I think my calorie counting obsession is going to come back. I miss school, it was so easy to not eat at school. That kind of thinking has me worried, but I'm more worried about how I look. It would be okay if I could lose weight in a healthy way but I've got too much of an addictive personality, I either eat everything or I eat as little as possible. I truly hate myself.