30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 12

Things you want to say to an ex

There's really not much I'd say to him, I'd more likely just shoot him the dirtiest look I could muster or just look straight through him if I ever saw him again that is. If I had to say anything it'd probably be something along the lines of "Have you come out to your family yet, you furfag?" 

I'd also like to ask him 

was it worth it?
did you ever even like me?

did you ever once mean it when you said you love me?

do you miss me at all?

do you even care that you hurt me so bad?

you know, the things that everyone who's been cheated on wants to ask.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 8

Something you're currently worrying about

Well I got on the scales and maxed them out so I'm definitely worried about that, I don't ever want to go out in public ever again. This has, in turn, made my anxiety levels about driving lessons and starting my tafe course go completely off the chart. I spent all day looking up diet plans and downloading exercise videos and I think my calorie counting obsession is going to come back. I miss school, it was so easy to not eat at school. That kind of thinking has me worried, but I'm more worried about how I look. It would be okay if I could lose weight in a healthy way but I've got too much of an addictive personality, I either eat everything or I eat as little as possible. I truly hate myself. 

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 5

5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex

Only 5, you've got to be kidding me.

How on Earth am I supposed to narrow the infinitely long list of reasons people annoy me to just 5 per gender? 

I can't do it, I just can't. 

I've been sitting here for ages trying to narrow it down but I just can't, My mind is reeling, I must go now, I'm skipping this one.

See you tomorrow.