30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 16

3 things you are proud of about your personality

Well, I don't like myself very much at all...so this is going to be really hard...

I guess
1- I'm very honest, but other people tend not to like that.
2- I'm crazy loyal, but other people don't notice or give a shit about that.
3- I learn things pretty quickly, and I can spell :)

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 8

Something you're currently worrying about

Well I got on the scales and maxed them out so I'm definitely worried about that, I don't ever want to go out in public ever again. This has, in turn, made my anxiety levels about driving lessons and starting my tafe course go completely off the chart. I spent all day looking up diet plans and downloading exercise videos and I think my calorie counting obsession is going to come back. I miss school, it was so easy to not eat at school. That kind of thinking has me worried, but I'm more worried about how I look. It would be okay if I could lose weight in a healthy way but I've got too much of an addictive personality, I either eat everything or I eat as little as possible. I truly hate myself.