30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 17

Things that make you scared.

Spiders

Nauseous people

Vomit 

Horror Movies (if they're done right) 

The future

My personal insignificance

That my loved ones will die one day

Having to go out in public '

Being late

Having to make phonecalls 

and above all, Falling in Love.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 8

Something you're currently worrying about

Well I got on the scales and maxed them out so I'm definitely worried about that, I don't ever want to go out in public ever again. This has, in turn, made my anxiety levels about driving lessons and starting my tafe course go completely off the chart. I spent all day looking up diet plans and downloading exercise videos and I think my calorie counting obsession is going to come back. I miss school, it was so easy to not eat at school. That kind of thinking has me worried, but I'm more worried about how I look. It would be okay if I could lose weight in a healthy way but I've got too much of an addictive personality, I either eat everything or I eat as little as possible. I truly hate myself.