30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 28

The month you were happiest this year why.

Umm...This one I guess, August, The 8th month. Because it's only 3 days old and there's been almost no negativity... yet. This year, last year and the year before have been exceptionally crappy. Some good things have happened, but as a whole, they've been crap. Lol, I'm such a pessimist.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 27

Talk about your siblings.

I have one little sister, her name is Ashleigh and she's 15, but I call her 12 to annoy her. I do lots of things just to annoy her because I think she's really funny, especially when shes annoyed. She loves music, taught herself to play guitar and keyboard and tries to sing (she's not very good at that) She's totally crazy and cares WAY too much about people. She and I have a lot of fun together being crazy and silly and laughing our heads off, usually at nothing much. She also paints a lot but her art really doesn't have any meaning or anything, she mostly just blots bits of paint in different colours here and there. Occasionally she will put words on her paint splotches. She tries to dance too, but she's about as good at that as singing. Also she's a kind of bookworm, not as much as me and mum because she is way too addicted to the internet, but a little bit of reading is better than none. She was a late blooming kind of bookworm. Another funny thing about her is she thinks she's all smart and a spelling champ and grammar nazi but not too long ago she put up a facebook status about her 'swallon toe' not swollen, swallon. She also says she's a potterhead but told me Harry Potter was dumb and she hated it until she was a tween and she still hasn't read the last 10 chapters of the Deathly Hallows. That's about all I can think of to write about her for now, so there you have it, a brief history of Ashleigh.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 26

Your religious beliefs.

To each their own, but honestly I'm not big on religion. Personally, I think it's all made up and only really stupid people actually believe in 'God' or 'Jesus' or whatever. I really could go on and on and on about how dumb I think religion and church and most of the people who are into that stuff are but I'm not going to.
My beliefs are: I believe in things that I can see, or see hard proof of and as far as a 'Higher Power' goes, the only one I believe in is nature.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 25

10 ways to win your heart.

1. Be cute. (that doesn't mean you have to be conventionally attractive)
2. Use proper spelling when typing or writing to me and proper pronunciation when talking to me.
3. Make me smile and laugh.
4. Don't give up on me.
5. Like reading books.
6. Be obsessed with at least one thing I'm equally obsessed with.
7. Be open minded.
8. Share things with me, be they emotional loads, secrets, or your dinner.
9. Be honest, no matter what.
10. Be there for me, especially when I'm at rock bottom.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 24

Things you want to say to 5 different people.

Mum: It's not your fault that I am the way I am, you haven't failed as a parent. You're amazing and wonderful and beautiful and I appreciate everything you do for me. I love you so much.

Ashleigh: You are my best friend, you are the reason I can manage hold myself together, you are the reason I've not given up on life completely. I couldn't imagine life without you. The only reason I put you down is because I'm jealous, you're the best little sister ever.

Andrew: I love you and I'm sorry, apart from my family you've been the only other constant in my life and I hope you never go away no matter how much my crush freaks you out. I don't understand how you could possibly still be single but I do hope you find the right one for you, even if that's not me. You are awesome and you're an amazing person.

Katelyn: I am so glad I have your friendship, I honestly don't know what I'd do without it. I used to be so vain before I met you, I was reluctant to befriend you because I used to care too much what others thought, but that was so insanely stupid because you are one of the best people I've ever met. You bring out the best in me and you accept the worst in me as well. I trust you wholly, which is something I don't do lightly. Not to mention of all the people in the highlands you are the only one who made an effort and kept in touch with me. Also, your birthday and Christmas cards are the best. Jerk <3 Bitch Supernatural Quoters Association for life.

And now that I'm up to the fifth one I cannot decide on one, I struggled to think of the first four and now my mind is swirling with possibilities for the fifth, I seriously can't decide so I'm going to leave it at the four, while making this note so you don't think I can't count.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 23

Something you always think “what if…” about

Aside from what if Peter Pettigrew hadn't escaped in The Prisoner of Azkaban?

There was this girl I fell in love with when I was 15, and the week before she found out I was in love with her she'd gotten a boyfriend. I still to this day think "what if I'd told her I wanted to be more than friends earlier?".

I also think "what if I had never gotten so fat?" and "what if I'd gotten my L's when I was 16?" I can't help thinking my life would be a thousand times better if I were thin and had my drivers P's when I was 17 instead of still being on my L's at 19.

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 22

10 things about you people don’t really expect.

1- I have no friends.

2- I'm horribly depressed and somewhat suicidal.

3- I'm a virgin.

4- I still have a "secret diary"

5- I like girls more than I like boys.

6- I actually am quite girly.

7- I read vogue.

8- I really don't mind being approached.

9- I hate having big boobs.

10- I care.